I can't find Keynote files

suddenly I can't find some my keynotes presentations , they were in separate file in Desktop

I had no space in iCloud so supposed they are not in iCloud

I looked for them in trash , iCloud , iCloud deleted and every where

unforuntatly I didn't attach the external Hard I used for Time Machine backups

when I make show all on the keynote app . the presentation appear like this

it was a one year Work