I want to remove Hide My Mail completely and use my accounts without it

Hide My Email is a service that's included with your iCloud+ subscription. With Hide My Email, you can generate unique, random email addresses that automatically forward to your personal inbox, so you can keep your email address private.

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If you want to remove the Hide My Mail feature from your Apple ID completely, you can follow these steps:

1. Go to appleid.apple.com and sign in with your Apple ID and password.
2. Click on "Edit" in the "Security" section.
3. Scroll down to the "Hide My Email" option and click on "Edit".
4. Click on "Stop Using" to turn off the Hide My Mail feature for your Apple ID.
5. You'll be prompted to confirm that you want to stop using Hide My Mail. Click on "Stop Using" again to confirm.

Once you've turned off Hide My Mail for your Apple ID, you can use your regular email address for any Apple services that require an email address. Keep in mind that any email addresses you previously created using Hide My Mail will no longer be accessible, so be sure to update your contact information if necessary.

"Hide my email" has to do with you sending email not receiving. If you cannot see your incoming email it is because of some other reason. You need to provide more detail on your issue.

So how do I update before stopping hide my email address