Numbers spreadsheet disappeared from macbook desktop and icloud

One of my numbers spreadsheets totally disappeared from my desktop. I can see the title of the page when I right click numbers, but it will not open anything. It was in the cloud 2 days ago, but it has also disappeared in the cloud. Is there any way to retrieve it? It's not in deleted files or trash. I went to icloud.com and it is not on there anywhere to recover.