can't find my music in itunes
my songs are grayed out but in my history and i can't play them
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Is it ALL your songs? Or just a few? If it is just a few, perhaps the downloaded song file got corrupted somehow. You might try deleting it and then redownload it.
Redownload music - Apple Support
If it is all your songs, that usually means the song files/folder (in your iTunes library) got moved somehow (or deleted). See the 'Find the iTunes Media folder' section in:
Back up and restore your iTunes library on your PC - Apple Support
If you subscribe to Apple Music or iTunes Match, see:
If your songs are grayed out - Apple Support