my apple ID disabled

Please see these reads. The first one may end up being the most relevant to you.

You can also contact Apple ID Support

https://support.apple.com/apple-id

If your Apple ID is locked or disabled

https://support.apple.com/en-us/HT204106

If your device has been disabled in the App Store and iTunes

https://support.apple.com/en-us/HT208856

 For additional support, in the case of iTunes, you can Contact iTunes Support using this form https://support.apple.com/en-euro/itunes-contact. 

You also can contact iTunes World-Wide support by via text or chat using this link (follow the links in the read)

https://support.apple.com/choose-country-region/itunes